blog has been empty for a long while. that's cos year 3 exams have basically taken over my life. it's the final proper exam before the final 5th year exam. if i pass this, i'm one written exam down to the finals.
stress , anxiety, anticipation. it's enough to drive me up the wall and back down several times over.
i've really put my heart into this, more heart than 1st and 2nd year combined. it really means a lot to me. i can't explain why.
the clinical exams were equally nerve wrecking as we had to wait for the results the next day, to see if we had to resit. i honestly thought i might pass, but you never know with the med school.
sigh, even though the exams are now over, i'm still a little high strung, like i don't know how to relax. and tmr it's back to work. have a radiology module at the glasgow royal infirmary.
i can't really seem to find joy in life at the moment. it is an uneasy feeling, probably brought about by so many unsettled things:
1. accomodation in new york. have emailed niko twice, but not heard from him yet. i gather he has finals too. 2. x ray results which i need to send off to virginia for my elective 3. module in singapore SGH
so many things undone, along with the nerve wrecking 3 week wait for our 3rd year written exam results to come out, i just feel unsettled. the exams mayb e over, but my head is still filled with the fog.
trust is something that has to be earned. (people) trust is something i have to learn. (God)
can it ever be right?
Inscribed @ 4:07 pm
-raison d'être-
Crimson Bisque
Seconded by her friends
Hooked after a few blogs
Doomed to express herself
every now and then
Crimson: red
Bisque: White unglazed porcelein
Crimson bisque:
A little rough around the edges,
rather fragile and stained red by the
change Jesus death and his blood
has brought about in my life
