1. the weather was lovely. you could walk ard in t-shirt and jeans (which i did for a while just to feel the warm breeze on my arm *beams*)
2. the exam went ok... i could have done better i suppose (don't we always think so?) but the weather just won me over. when you see God's hand around you. how can you not be joyful?
3. went to watch corpse bride. lovely film. exceeded my expectations really. tim burton is truely a genius.
4. prayer answered! i had asked God to teach me how to forgive. and to forgive. and today he really moved me along the path. K actually apologised to me for being an ass in 1st year. i dunno why but that really made a difference! really lifted my spirits.
5. last night was quite a challenge for me. not only was i stressed about the exams. but i was hit with another bout of low self esteem. i told myself that i have to work doubly hard prove myself to other pple. so that they can't/won't look down on me. then i realised how wrong i was. as a Christian, I should live a GOD-centred life. That means not having to prove anything, unless it's to God. not worrying if you're not as pretty, not as smart as the next girl (and trust me, when your fellow singaporean female yearmates do way better than you, you feel that way). or if you're constantly disappointed with yourself for sinning over and over again. and the same sin too! the devil seems to have a foothold in your life! God loves you inspite of everything. i just need the courage to look forward, walk forward... without looking back. guilt shouldn't linger. the sin has been taken from you. Jesus died for all this!
i just felt so much peace. so thank you Lord!
5. i have the weekend off!:)
6. Karen (Tee) is coming to visit me in glasgow! :)
7. it's all God! and that's why i feel blessed. sounds illogical, but it's true!
till next time!
Inscribed @ 10:14 pm
-raison d'être-
Crimson Bisque
Seconded by her friends
Hooked after a few blogs
Doomed to express herself
every now and then
Crimson: red
Bisque: White unglazed porcelein
Crimson bisque:
A little rough around the edges,
rather fragile and stained red by the
change Jesus death and his blood
has brought about in my life
