been in quite a funk lately. pple have started asking why i'm so quiet. i guess it's good to be quiet now and then. cos you just don't feel like talking.
i just feel very angry deep down. i'm snappish and moody. and i don't like it.
maybe it's guilt. guilt at being so angry. maybe it's just stupidity. and laziness. and i'm angry with myself for being both.
in fact i should stop moping altogether. i should just do. do work. don't laze ard. do. do. do.
still i feel down. but i'm glad to say there are pple ard who will always make my day. my 3 musketeers (they are SO going to kill me now that i've called them that): Aaron , Max and Weiyao. lunch is always a recharge time with them ard. and they never fail to put a smile on my face. if you guys are reading this: thanks you! btw, the names are in alphabetical order, so no one can argue ah...and of course Aaron is at the top of the list! :)
oh well. it's back to coursework and studying for the exam in 2 wks time.
in the mean time. something to chew on.
food apparantly can be representative of how we're feeling:
Angry: Meat (so we can chew on it)
Sad: Sugary food, caffeine (to provide stimulation)
In need of comfort: Custard, ice cream (it reminds you of your childhood!)
Lonely: Rice, pasta (fills you up fast, perhaps to help the emptiness inside?)
Stressed or ambitious: Crisps, soy sauce, onions (stress makes your adrenal glands release more adrenaline which apparantly brings with it a craving for salt)
Sexually frustrated: Biscuits, bread (fills the stomach quickly and provides erm, satisfaction)
Jealous: Pile the plate with anything (supposed to represent the need to compete for food with your siblings when you were younger)
so maybe you really are what you eat.:)
Inscribed @ 1:27 pm
-raison d'être-
Crimson Bisque
Seconded by her friends
Hooked after a few blogs
Doomed to express herself
every now and then
Crimson: red
Bisque: White unglazed porcelein
Crimson bisque:
A little rough around the edges,
rather fragile and stained red by the
change Jesus death and his blood
has brought about in my life
