the more you open up to someone the more you open yourself up to getting hurt by them.
it sucks being hurt.. but at the same time you know that that's cos they have a close relationship with you..
i guess it's the post hurtful moment phase when you evaluate whether or not such affection.. or such a place in your heart is valid.. is worth the pain...
for some you realise that your own sensitivities are coming into play (aka PMS)... but you want the relationship to be continually honest and true.. and the other party meant no harm...
for some you realise that their hurtfulness just as true as it was intentional... sometimes i just want to cast these pple out of my life.. but they've helped me grow.. to be more tolerant (aka more thick skinned maybe).. and i have this honest hope that things will be better in the end.. kinda stupid huh.. to let them screw you over again and again....
for all those who are reading this: i sincerely hope you're the former....
Inscribed @ 4:10 pm
-raison d'être-
Crimson Bisque
Seconded by her friends
Hooked after a few blogs
Doomed to express herself
every now and then
Crimson: red
Bisque: White unglazed porcelein
Crimson bisque:
A little rough around the edges,
rather fragile and stained red by the
change Jesus death and his blood
has brought about in my life
