ARGH evil evil! I haven't updated my blog in ages! oh well.. i'm at home and meeting up with so many of you guys that perhaps i don't feel the need to update my blog... that and i'm too exhausted from all the going out... and still going clubbing on sat.. i think i'm asking to be slaughtered or something...
Bad news... i've put on weight... a most disconcerting and annoying fact... oh well... winter in glasgow so i'll be alright?! Nah... still wanna lose weight.... yes i have weight issues... so sue me... half of S'porean women look freaking anorexic... and my weak mind succumbs to the whims of society.. haha actually it shouldn't right?! i dunno why.. like i told some of you... i'm 2 completely different pple here in Singapore and in Glasgow..
In glasgow i feel more confident and more accepting of myself... more disciplined and independent... but back home i just slack lah.. and the low self esteem comes in and all that... dunno why man... damn shitty feeling really... but oh well... just a matter of readjusting i gather.... i mean now i feel alright haha... i think after being away it's quite difficult adjusting to living with your parents and all that... sigh... arguements and all that are the result of the maladjustment.. hopefully Christmas heals all wounds?!
Hmmm.... well been complusively meeting up with loads of friends... spending loads of money shopping haha... eh things are cheap here and you can't afford a lot of stuff in the UK... 1 T shirt can cost 20 quid ok.... *groan* hence my inner shopperholic has been majorly repressed and current requires some expression time on my part haha.. oh well....
If i don't get to meet up with you guys some time this year.. then maybe next year when i come home for the summer?!
Ok then MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!:P Love you all!:P
Inscribed @ 8:52 am
-raison d'être-
Crimson Bisque
Seconded by her friends
Hooked after a few blogs
Doomed to express herself
every now and then
Crimson: red
Bisque: White unglazed porcelein
Crimson bisque:
A little rough around the edges,
rather fragile and stained red by the
change Jesus death and his blood
has brought about in my life
